It's 2018.
I've been M.I.A here since January of 2017! Amazing how we can let time fly isn't it? All we have to do is ask it to slow down.
2017 was full of challenges and stress. It was a year long test that ended with our house catching fire. It didn't burn down, thank goodness, but we have a long way to go before we can move back in. The smoke damage is beyond what I could have ever imagined, everything is rusted and melted, everything is black, everything smells. Fire is so powerful and seeing what it can do in such a short period of time is truly awe-inspiring. I thank Spirit every single day for waking me up before the smoke took total control of our home. We made it out. The animals made it out. We made it.
I struggled the first few days after the fire, asking what I had done wrong to bring about such incredible destructive power. After sitting with that thought for a few days I realized that I was wrong. I have done something right. I woke up to a voice in my head that said "WAKE UP!" and within 1-2 minutes we were out of the house and safe and as we were shutting the door behind us the flames were taking over our dining room. It was quite a powerful thing to see.
I was woken.
I have done something right and the Universe knew that I needed this fire, as odd as that may sound. Fire is cleansing. Fire takes the old away and offers a fresh start if you're willing to let yourself rise out of the ashes like the great Phoenix.
It pains us to let go of the physical representation of the memories we've made together and it's hard to let go of things. It's saying goodbye to your old life and saying hello to something new. Sometimes new is scary but, if you're willing to accept it, it can help you grow in so many ways.
As a family we are closer and loving harder and it's been so wonderful.
As individuals, we are finding ways to cope with our new life paths.
I can't speak for my Joe and my Olivia, as their journey's are theirs and not mine to share, but my life journey has taken off once again and I'm so incredibly grateful.
I've been accepted as an Apprentice to further my Shamanic journey, my soul's purpose that I've known my whole life, but was always a little nervous to jump off the cliff. I've jumped and I can feel the Universe and Spirit soaring with me. My intention for this journey is not only to further myself in the world of healing and true love, but to help everyone around me further themselves and their life paths, as well. I can't wait to share this journey with you all.
Changes are happening and I'm inviting my readers to change with me. We can heal together, we can love together, we can breathe together and we can keep our fires going inside of our hearts and find our soul reason for being here on this plane in this lifetime.
Much love to you all<3
Remember the only way to truly do, is to be.
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